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LOVE ME QUIETLY

A Yandere Girl’s Guide to Winning Senpai (and Surviving Her Own Mind)

By: Lamaryen Clark

Prologue — This Is Not a Love Story

People think love is soft.

Love is not soft.

Love is attention sharpened to a point.

Love is noticing when he switches pens.

Love is remembering things even he forgets about himself.

This is not a how-to manual.

This is a confession disguised as organization.

My name is Hana Kurose.

I am not dangerous.

I am devoted.

Chapter 1 — I Don’t Like Him. I Study Him.

Ren Aoki works three desks away from me.

He smells like clean paper and unfinished thoughts.

I noticed him on a Tuesday.

Not because he was loud.

Not because he tried.

Because he didn’t.

Men like Ren do not reach.

They wait.

So I watched.

Chapter 2 — Observation Is a Form of Care

I learned things.

He drinks coffee only when nervous.

He taps twice before speaking when unsure.

He smiles politely at everyone except the people he trusts.

I do not interrupt him.

I do not chase him.

I align.

Love does not demand.

Love prepares.

Chapter 3 — Senpai Must Notice Without Knowing Why

The first rule of winning someone like Ren is this:

Never announce your presence.

Become familiar instead.

I sit near him often enough to feel normal.

I speak just enough to be remembered.

I leave before being missed.

Mystery is not silence.

It is restraint.

Chapter 4 — The Nemesis Appears

Her name is Mika Vale.

Everyone likes Mika.

She laughs like she expects applause.

She touches arms when she speaks.

She does nothing wrong.

That is what makes her dangerous.

Chapter 5 — Do Not Fight the Nemesis

A yandere who attacks loses immediately.

I do not glare.

I do not compete openly.

I improve.

I listen better.

I dress calmer.

I speak less.

While Mika shines, I settle.

And settled things feel safe.

Chapter 6 — Be Useful, Not Impressive

Ren does not want to be dazzled.

He wants to breathe.

So I help quietly.

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LOVE ME QUIETLY

A Yandere Girl’s Guide to Winning Senpai (and Surviving Her Own Mind)

By: Lamaryen Clark

Prologue — This Is Not a Love Story

People think love is soft.

Love is not soft.

Love is attention sharpened to a point.

Love is noticing when he switches pens.

Love is remembering things even he forgets about himself.

This is not a how-to manual.

This is a confession disguised as organization.

My name is Hana Kurose.

I am not dangerous.

I am devoted.

Chapter 1 — I Don’t Like Him. I Study Him.

Ren Aoki works three desks away from me.

He smells like clean paper and unfinished thoughts.

I noticed him on a Tuesday.

Not because he was loud.

Not because he tried.

Because he didn’t.

Men like Ren do not reach.

They wait.

So I watched.

Chapter 2 — Observation Is a Form of Care

I learned things.

He drinks coffee only when nervous.

He taps twice before speaking when unsure.

He smiles politely at everyone except the people he trusts.

I do not interrupt him.

I do not chase him.

I align.

Love does not demand.

Love prepares.

Chapter 3 — Senpai Must Notice Without Knowing Why

The first rule of winning someone like Ren is this:

Never announce your presence.

Become familiar instead.

I sit near him often enough to feel normal.

I speak just enough to be remembered.

I leave before being missed.

Mystery is not silence.

It is restraint.

Chapter 4 — The Nemesis Appears

Her name is Mika Vale.

Everyone likes Mika.

She laughs like she expects applause.

She touches arms when she speaks.

She does nothing wrong.

That is what makes her dangerous.

Chapter 5 — Do Not Fight the Nemesis

A yandere who attacks loses immediately.

I do not glare.

I do not compete openly.

I improve.

I listen better.

I dress calmer.

I speak less.

While Mika shines, I settle.

And settled things feel safe.

Chapter 6 — Be Useful, Not Impressive

Ren does not want to be dazzled.

He wants to breathe.

So I help quietly.

I remind him of deadlines.

I bring extra supplies.

I fix problems before they speak.

Dependence grows fastest when it feels accidental.

Chapter 7 — The Diary Confession (You Are Not Supposed to Read This)

Sometimes I imagine what it would be like to disappear.

Would he notice?

Would the space remember me?

Love should not feel like this.

But it does.

I am not jealous.

I am afraid of replacement.

Chapter 8 — How to Remove a Nemesis Without Touching Her

You do not push someone down.

You let them climb too high.

Mika volunteers for everything.

She speaks first.

She fills silence.

People grow tired of noise.

I remain calm.

Eventually, calm becomes preference.

Chapter 9 — Senpai Smiles at Me Differently

It happens slowly.

He lingers when we talk.

He asks my opinion first.

He notices when I am gone.

This should feel like victory.

Instead, it feels like pressure.

What if I stop being perfect?

Chapter 10 — The Cost of Becoming Ideal

I wake up tired.

I have curated myself into something polished.

Something acceptable.

But I do not remember who I was before.

Love should add to you.

Not erase you.

Chapter 11 — Mika Is Not the Enemy

Mika transfers departments.

She hugs Ren goodbye.

He smiles kindly.

No jealousy burns.

Because the truth is this:

She was never my enemy.

I was.

Chapter 12 — Senpai Asks Me Out

It happens on a quiet afternoon.

No grand confession.

No dramatic music.

Just coffee.

I say yes.

My heart does not race.

It sinks.

Chapter 13 — Obsession Loses Its Shape

When love becomes real, obsession panics.

Reality is unpredictable.

Real people disappoint.

I cannot control him.

And that terrifies me.

Chapter 14 — The Choice

I can continue.

I can keep monitoring, adjusting, shrinking.

Or I can stop.

Love should not require surveillance.

Chapter 15 — Ending: Love Me Quietly

I close the diary.

Not because I won.

Not because I lost.

But because I realized:

If love needs strategy,

it is already broken.

Ren smiles at me.

This time, I smile back—

not because I planned it.

But because I wanted to.

Epilogue — This Was Never Advice

If you read this like a guide, you misunderstood.

This was a warning.

Love should not consume you.

It should recognize you.

And if it doesn’t—

Walk away

before you become unrecognizable.

THE END

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Drawing inspiration from everyday experiences, inner struggles, and the beauty of becoming, Lamaryen creates characters who are flawed, bold, and deeply human. Her ebooks are known for their raw honesty, dramatic moments, and relatable themes that speak especially to young adults navigating identity, relationships, and purpose in an ever-changing world.

Lamaryen's writing style blends emotional depth with modern storytelling, making her books easy to connect with and hard to put down. She isn't afraid to explore vulnerability, passion, or personal truth, and she often uses storytelling as a mirror for readers who are learning to trust themselves, heal, or step into their power.

When she isn't writing, Lamaryen is constantly creating—developing new story ideas, experimenting with different genres, and finding inspiration in music, late-night thoughts, and the small moments that shape big emotions. Through her ebooks, she hopes to remind readers that growth isn't always pretty, love isn't always easy, and becoming yourself is the greatest story of all.

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