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We in this hell we deserve it

Pray for some savior or something

Dont even care bout my purpose

tryin so hard when its worthless

All these feelings that surface

Pushing them under im hurtin

Try not to show em my problems

so close to closing the curtin

All of my baggage burden

Dont want em bringin it up

Cant be a regular person

Dealin with family curses

Repress dont give a fuck

Remembering some of the worst shit

Reach back to where it began (where did it go)

I stretch myself

search for the root of the source (will I ever know)

Suppress my self

What if I fall in tho deep (It's too much)

My death impaled by the pain underneath (let it flow)

need some help

I could Put it away

my eyes closed hate where my mind goes repeat all the cycles

pride consumes my soul

Now resentments become Such a hindrance

I could accept i could take bigger steps Escape from depths

Speak to the shadow inside I choke myself

Defensive reasoning lies

I told myself

Look in the mirror I cried

I know myself

all this ego and pride

I broke myself

God take this spear out my side before I

meet my demise

I cry for help

too much for broken minds to stay alligned with

impossible it cope

designed to smoke out any source of hope

As I drift away

I tumble down the slope

no ropes to grab, just nooses, bruises, bodies flowin, domino effected me

I stay at home but can only postpone so long

it feels wrong

Reach back to where it began (where did it go)

I stretch myself

search for the root of the source (will I ever know)

Suppress my self

What if I fall in tho deep (It's too much)

My death impaled by the pain underneath (let it flow)

need some help

I been hurtin a

I been stressin a lot

I been workin a lot

I been hurtin a lot

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We in this hell we deserve it

Pray for some savior or something

Dont even care bout my purpose

tryin so hard when its worthless

All these feelings that surface

Pushing them under im hurtin

Try not to show em my problems

so close to closing the curtin

All of this baggage burden

Dont want em bringin it up

Cant be a regular person

Dealin with family curses

Repress dont give a fuck

Remembering some of the worst shit

Reach back to where it began (where did it go)

I stretch myself

search for the root of the source (will I ever know)

Suppress my self

What if I fall in tho deep (It's too much)

My death impaled by the pain underneath (let it flow)

need some help

I could Put it away

my eyes closed hate where my mind goes repeat all the cycles

pride consumes my soul

Now resentments become Such a hindrance

I could accept i could take bigger steps Escape from depths

Speak to the shadow inside I choke myself

Defensive reasoning lies

I told myself

Look in the mirror I cried

I know myself

all this ego and pride

I broke myself

God take this spear out my side before I

meet my demise

I cry for help

too much for broken minds to stay alligned with

impossible it cope

designed to smoke out any source of hope

As I drift away

I tumble down the slope

no ropes to grab, just nooses, bruises, bodies flowin, domino effected me

I stay at home but can only postpone so long

it feels wrong

Reach back to where it began (where did it go)

I stretch myself

search for the root of the source (will I ever know)

Suppress my self

What if I fall in tho deep (It's too much)

My death impaled by the pain underneath (let it flow)

need some help

I been hurtin a

I been stressin a lot

I been workin a lot

I been hurtin a lot

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