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Back to Cross

By Joshua Rainey

What happens when the faith you once clung to starts to unravel?

In Back to Cross, Joshua Rainey shares a raw and honest journey through spiritual doubt, disillusionment, and ultimately—redemption. Raised in the Christian faith, Joshua knew all the right verses, sang all the right songs, and lived a life that looked \"godly\" on the outside. But inside, questions stirred. Over time, those quiet doubts turned into full-blown disbelief, leading him to walk away from Jesus entirely.

But even in the silence, even in the distance, God never left.

This is more than a story about losing faith—it's a powerful testimony of what it means to be found again. Through heartbreak, honest reflection, and divine grace, Joshua paints a picture of a Savior who never turns away, even when we do.

For anyone who has ever questioned God, walked away from their faith, or wondered if they could ever come back—this book is for you.

Come back to the cross. He's still there. With open arms.

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