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After losing his wife over 200 years ago, Cole has been doing his best to survive. Until he meets a girl who looks just like her. Carson.

Cole is obsessed. He can’t leave her alone. He stalks her, trying to get close to her, but it’s not enough. Cole slips into her dreams to talk to her, to tell her how he feels, and to do... other things. But now Carson thinks she’s going crazy.

When Carson’s boyfriend gets involved with some shady individuals and puts Carson in danger shortly after Cole sets his sights on her, Cole becomes livid and takes things into his own hands. Little does he know, Carson will be blamed for his actions. To fix his mess, he has to out himself to save her while praying she doesn't run.

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Meagan has always been a bookworm, reading everything she could get her hands on starting in the early 2000s. We're talking going to the library to get anything fantasy or historical fiction related and carrying home a stack of five or six books, to which her mother just shook her head because how in the world did she plan to read all those within the week? As she got older, she started writing as a teenager, trying to stave off summer boredom. However, she was too shy and self-conscious to try to publish anything then, even though her parents were more than supportive at the time.

A decade or so later, Meagan finally gathered the courage to start sharing her stories. Not sure where to start, she stumbled across a place to publish web series/novels. Realizing that her writing style was more suited to writing actual novels than web novels when her editor told her that her writing read like actual novels and wasn't what the company was looking for, she decided to dip her toes into the self-publishing game. After a lot of self-doubt, hesitation, and encouragement from her husband, she finally published her first book, Twisted Fates.

Meagan lives in Utah with her family. When she isn't writing or reading, she's busy taking care of her children and pursuing one of her many hobbies.

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